OH!

I'm having surgery in a couple hours. again. my nose is such a trainwreck but hopefully this will fix all of it for the last time.

i had a therapist who once told me to tell a lot of people when something scary was happening so that they could offer words of support so that you could focus on the thought that lots of people were thinking kindly of you during said scary event. the events of the last two weeks have honestly made me feel so insecure that i have a hard time asking for that. instead i have this dreadful feeling that people will be all negative or bitchy about it. it's awful.

but here is to making it out on the other side with a functional nose and calm mast cells.